Came Close Today!
We just had students for 2 hours today. In our little pre-school class, we don’t have any students until next week. Right now the teachers are doing home visits, and we are busy setting up the classroom. Tomorrow we will be painting some little chairs that were built over the summer. They’re so cute!!! Itty Bitty!!
I nearly ended up back in my former position with Nick. I said if that’s what would work best for everyone, that I was okay with it. It didn’t help after I went to say “Hi” to Nick. He saw me, smiled, and said, “I love it!” and gave me a big hug. Melted my heart. Every time he’d see me in the morning, he’d take my hand, and say, “Come on Bev!!” At the end of the day, he saw me and said, “Yes Bev!” I said, “Yes Bev what?” He says, “Yes Bev to work!” So I explained to him that he was going to work with Mrs. S and Mrs. B and he and I could visit and play at lunch time and other times. He seemed to think that was okay, so when I took him to Mom at the end of the day, and said, “Tell Mom who you’re going to work with….. he happily says, “BEV!” *sigh*
It came down to the Queen talking to the 3 teachers involved, and they all decided that I had to decide. *groan* Exactly what I told the Queen I didn’t want to do. I had said, “Just tell me where I’m going when you know!” Pfffft So I very nearly went back, as I knew the other woman would rather stay in pre-school. Then I thought Fuck that! I’ve put in 10 years there, always taking the most challenging kids, doing outdoor supervision twice a day, every day, where there is NO supervision in my new job, and she’s only worked here ONE year…..so I’m staying in the pre-school program. It turned out fine, and they’re actually going to hire a new person for my job. Hopefully it turns out okay, cause Nick was already pushing the aide that worked with him today around!! Telling her to shut up and sticking his tongue out at her, etc!
So for once, I did what suited ME best and the rest can worry about themselves!
I must get to bed, as I have to do before school care in the morning, which means I have to be at school BEFORE 7:00 am. Would you please poke me in the eye with a fork the next time I say I’ll do these kinds of things!!?? We get paid, but I don’t think my sanity is worth it! Pfffft





